pjrv : Messages : 301-301 of 4038
Date: Tue Jul 30, ?00? 11:0? pm
Subject: Altering Perception of Self dennanm
Another note from my lab book, this on an experience I've been having
I've been having the odd sense of being taller. Only sometimes.
And when I feel it, it is always accompanied by some slight
alteration in my feelings, as well. I feel slightly more alive, for
example. As if, like the dream-tech [ref from a dream I once had],
the atomic structure of me was more cohesive, closer together, I as
an energy construct had been "resampled" into a tighter, clearer,
more concise pattern.
The effect of the 'tallness' is startling. I know for a fact that my
body is not changing size. And yet, my perception of space and
distance between my body and other objects or people is AS IF that
tallness is real.
I nearly bump my head on things I don't normally, for example. Or
when I look at something I see constantly, I am struck by my slightly
different geometric relationship to it. (In fact this is normally
what gets my attention and makes me aware of it.? )
I am reminded of the time I asked the "Reality Devas", whatever that
might be (I have no idea - I figured whatever consciousness of
myself, god, the universe et al. that needed to be reached would not
have an identity crisis and would know to whom I was speaking!? ), to
help me arrange a room.
I not only got all the furniture in the room that I couldn't fit
before, but I got even more in! -- and, I had more floor space to
move around in than I ever had -- and I had a profound "sense of
space" in that room from then on.
It also reminds me of a note I made in my journal many years ago,
where I was having these experiences of looking at something and
having it "zoom" in or out -- not changing at all in objective
location, but changing completely in subjective distance and
relationship to me -- as if I were being shown that measurable space
is as entirely subjective as time.
If space and time are sort of like waves and particles, two views of
the same thing, then I guess this is inescapable.
On the other hand, that would suggest that it ought to be as easy or
as hard to get RV data that is distant in space as time. Or,
perhaps, that while on occasion greatly detailed EXACT sessions
happen, that the same variables affecting data-through-time we see in
ARV might actually be at play in data-through-space?
I don't know. I'm not sure "logic" can always answer such things,
since it requires a linear reality.
pjrv : Messages : 303-303 of 4038
#303 From: aeonblue8008...
Date: Tue Jul 30, ?00? 7:36 pm
Subject: Re: Altering Perception of Self aeonblueau
> palyne...rizon.com writes:
> I've been having the odd sense of being taller. Only sometimes.
Interesting.. I'll have to start reading this list more often.
I have that too.. lots.
It's a chakra or a brain sync thing.
(brain/neuron firing thing I suspect? )
Comes from or side effect of RV or meditational states, far as I can tell.
(what is expanded consciousness~? )
(~I feel taller :-? )
Are we in body or outa body . . . or both/an what is real.
lots of times in group photos I'll stand in the back row, I'm shure the very
(and I'm only 5'?"? )
Started after Lifelines (Monroe Inst.? )
I was very tall then, about 6'.